Wel, here it is.

My second blog, and this time it's not a rant, I'm too happy to rant today.
It's going to be something which I thought about recently.

But first, my love confession towards Sawke. I needed a new music playlist, but I was too lazy too start all over again. And then as by magic, Sawke (Lori) started sending me really nice music. A genre that I like. She's an angel, and I love her.

She is the most beautifull girl I've ever seen.

I wish I could hold her
I wish I could kiss her
I wish I could be with her and love her for ever and ever, and know, that I'm being loved by her.

Wow. I'm realizing something like...right now....I'm love addicted :D
Beat that!

I haven't had a girlfriend for more than a year , and this frustrates me. I came across a girl and....well..the story can be easly followed here,
and here.

I don't expect you to read it all, so here is the little story:

I like her, she's got a boyfriend, we fucked.
End.

But, anyway, this has nothing to do with what I actually came across.
I'm actally quite inspirationless, but I made a promise to myself I'd do a blog everyday.
Damnit.

Let me just ramble about shit no one cares about.
Like pesty arrogant nerds, who think they own the place.
I hate them, they ruin everything for you. I for one, try to always be as enthousiastic as possible, or I lie to look enthousiastic, because if there is one thing I really hate it's people who are negative.

This reminds me, teenagers.
Don't you just hate them? I mean seriously, they always have to be some kind of stereotype, always have to follow a trend, and always have to be negative. I hate this, if you propose something to a teenager which isn't (what you call it....cool? Or youngster like) in their perspective you'll get shouted at and flamed at, but in real life.
Also, you have these wannabe weirdo's. They act like they are "strange" and "weird" but it's all just an act to get accepted.
Now, I for one like to have a good laugh, but my humor isn't always accepted. It's this slapstick kind of humor combined with NG fads.
I often get stamped as a weirdo by the wannabe weirdos. Strange no?
(them so called weirdos, are oftenly emos)

I fucking hate teenagers, they're a pest to society. They make me feel ashamed of who I am and how I look. You see them on the street in a group, and I think to myself "Gah, pityfull"

Now, this isn't very nice of me, because I am also a teenager. And a very painful one.
I have the most raging hormones one could imagine, I don't know when to shut my trap, and I'm a know-it-all number one.

So, in a way, I'm disgusted by myself.

That's why I seek women love. To have someone who accepts me, and feels happy when near me. Without it, I feel alone, deserted and misarble.
Sometimes I feel so crap that I don't have a female partner to call my own, that I just go on the BBS all night, and talk to girls on MSN about how much I love them.
It makes me feel good to know I'm loving someone, even ifshe is online; it still gets my wings up.

But recently, I went too far. I left on a camp and I met this gorgeous girl there, the first few days were absolutly amazing.
We flirted, we laughed, and we enjoyed our time being together.
Now, at a certain point, I went too far. I started liking her a bit too much, and I knew I pushed it. So I just stopped having fun with her.
Biggest mistake of the camp.

Anyway,
That was it, I hope Iget some comments out of this, and I amused someone with it. Be sure to check again in 24 hrs, there will be a blog waiting. Not an interesting one though.

Oh, and the first 5 commentors get a comment on their blog by me. Capiche?